分手

恋爱与分手

第一次恋爱以为可以一起成长，可是发现那人缺乏了一个可以管他的人。我不是，也做不到。
第一次分手感觉松一口气。。。

第二次恋爱以为可以一起到老，可是发现那人缺乏了一个被他管的人。我不是，也不可能成为。
第二次分手感觉平静。。。

恋爱的初期是甜蜜的，后期如不好好经营是痛苦的。可能我还不懂得经营一段美好的爱情吧，或是还没找到那个肯和我一起经营我们的感情的人。

对于感情，可能我太苛刻了吧。但是我明白得知到，我不能忍受自己备受伤害，也不能忍受家人和朋友被伤害。我要保护我身边所爱的人，而‘我’永远在第一位。

Pre-End of 2005 Reflections

Thought of writing something down for the past yr even when it is still a mth plus away from the lat day of 2005.

These past few mths are one of the most vibrant, exciting and unpredictable mths of my life. Hehee... Exciting is the word but comes with it is the lack of sleep. Haiz, sleeping used to be the most impt past time I have... :P

I always wanted to change my job and now finally I've made the first step into doing it. Hurrah to myself, for I am now a financial adviser for AIA. Although it does need alot of hard work and time management. hehee... my Uni friends told me that they never seen me this hard working before... wahaha... even got myself panda eyes. :P Didn't sleep till 1pm during wkends...

Also got someone new in my life, which is my current BF. He will probably be readin this so it seems to be very hard to write anything regarding him without any feedback from him....

What I have learnt from this relationship is that there are really many different people with different ideas in the world, but if idea clashed and you cannot resolved it and leave it aside. It might tumble down on you like an huge ugly snowball. Oh ya, and I really couldn't mind read. I am such a failure in the guessing game of him. Sigh... they says that it is very difficult to understand a woman but it seems even harder to understand man...

Many people said that love is a matter of 2 persons... recently I found that it is somewhat true and yet false. For me, family and friends plays an impt part as my family (plus all uncles and aunts) are really close knitted.

I've joined a Gym too, to increase the amount of excercise I do to keep fit and cut down weight and inches. Went there as often as my shedule fit, most of the time he will go with me.

Well, this is the first of the things that I would like to write.... enjoy reading... comments pls...:p

Just love comments....

Keeping myself healthy

Hey, it seems that I'm recovering if not recovered. Hehee... at least all the major white spots are gone. Seems like I'm not as healthy as I deem.... hmm time for more fruits and veg and less carbohyrates and fats... no more fried food (at least the minimum... sigh...), no more spicy food (argh my curries), no more anything tat is deem heaty or poisoning in chinese...Sigh.... It seems better if I stick to fish and veg... as that will mean I cannot take sotong, prawns, crabs, chickens, ducks, muttons etcs... (at least have to keep minimum)

K, it seems to be a gd time to start making plans for more exercise. Think I should start swimming again and go gym for some cardio excercise. Get off my bum and burn off fat, increase metabolism and increase immunity.

hmm... wants to wait until I finish all my tests on the 23rd this mth before starting but if I postpone it longer I might not start at all... maybe it is all time management...

Chicken Little- Numa Dance!

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