Saturday, October 30, 2004

Never Endling Love....Undying Dreams....

Love? What abt it that makes it the most powerful thing on Earth? Because it can be deadly too...because love generates hate...love gives a person the reason and the power to do things that he will not normally do. Because it does not need other reasons to exist...because it is love...

Not sure if anyone will really know the true meaning of love. Me... you... I don't and may never will.....

There are many stories that writes abt love that will never end..love that is undying.... many of it writes abt lovers who will die for one another....but does it ever exist in the real world? I don't think so....it may have but I never seen a real life example.

But then....you can still dream abt having an undying dream isn't it? Thats what many people been doing...thats what many author has been doing too...that is a common dream... an Endless Dream....

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

The beauty of death

'死亡是有美感,尤其当因为某种东西死亡了,死亡有不同的形式和不同的目的,当他因为有一些事,或者是内心想要守护的东西,死亡就会让人觉得非常有美感。有些是为了亲情,有些是为了爱情,有些是为了友情。无论是什么,人总有最在乎的事情,这些东西升华到最高处,是值得看待的。'
--by:郭敬明



This is taken from the interview of Guo Jing Ming on Sina.net
Interview in Chinese

Translation:
'Death is beautiful, especially when you die for something, death has different forms and reasons, when one die for a reason or things that he wants to protect in his heart, it becomes very beautiful. Some is for your family, some is for love and some is for friendship. No matter what, everyone will have something that is very important to him, and when that something becomes so important, it becomes something worth dying for.'

My thoughts:
Death can be ugly but it can be beautiful too. Dying for something is more beautiful than dying of old age. Therefore to me, if there is a time I need to choose to die for something important to me or to die peacefully of old age, I will choose the former choice...die for what is important to me.





Sunday, October 24, 2004




曲:鐘國輝 | 詞:柯有倫 | 編:鐘成虎

從來不相信我的世界可以有多完美
痛苦 寂寞 還有一些疲憊
不允許找人隨意進入我的零度空間
寧願 孤獨 懶的再去想誰


倆個人一起是否只是得到一種安慰
掙脫 過去 然後忘記一切
沒想過有天我的結局忽然全部改變
誰會 抓住 我的無力雙臂


怎麼 會哭 (誰錯誰對 為誰抱歉)
不會 再哭 (誰錯誰對 為誰憔悴)


走入零度空間 等到一切分裂
就算愛的危險 我們一起面對
來不及的防備 沒聽過的誓言
要我怎麼學會 多了愛的明天


走出零度空間 終於一切分裂
就算愛的很累 我卻不會後悔
放下所有防備 一切都無所謂
逃出黑暗世界 開始新的明天
新的 明天 (新的 世界)




This is the song from 'MARS', a Taiwan TV series taken from a Japanese Comic of the same name. Love the lyrics and the singer had really put in his feelings into the song...

Translation:

Never believe that my world can be perfect
Pain, lonely and abit tired
Do not allow myself to find anyone to be in my zerospace
rather be alone, lazy to think of anyone again

two person together is it just to get comfort
to get out of the past and forget everything else
Never thought that my ending will suddenly change completely
Who will catch my weaken arms

Why will I cry (who is right, who is wrong, who to be appologise to)
I will not cry again (who is right, who is wrong, who to be sorrow for)

Walk into my zerospace, waiting for all things to break
Even when love is dangerous, we'll face it together
No time to guard, never hear the promise
how can I learn to live in a tomorow fill with love

Walk out of my zerospace, finally all things break
Even when love is tiring, I'll never regret
Let down all my guard, don't care about anything
Run from the world of darkness to start a new tommorow
To a new tommorow (To a new world)

MARS....the god of war in the greek mythology...

Love...once you find it, you will forget all others.... and give up things that you thought you will never.

幻城

Got know of this story today and read the first chapter on the net....sad...beautiful...tragic. Will try to find the book at the rental shop tommorow.

The author is from China...just 21yrs old this yr. Guo Jing Ming. Saw his interview on TV today...found that he got a very unique point of view of life....of many things. I like his words... like 'He does not have the energy to care abt things other than those in his own world and life. Because it already took up all his energy to live his own life too the fullest. If there is any spare energy that he have...he rather use it to do the things he like to do.'

Revenge...anger...took too much energy...Why spend so much time on it if you can be use it for more interesting purpose like writing a new book. Life is short....most of us never live pass 80...why dwell on such things....

Friday, October 15, 2004

First time...

Don't know what got into me to start this blog....

Already blogging with my sister...sigh...

There are many things in life that I like to keep to myself...and that is getting boring and irritating as I'm the only one to know...so I thought I'll post it here and see if anybody I know will happen to drop by and know all the thoughts and secrets tat I have abt the things in my life...

The day starts out fine until I starts to have crazy notations...