Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Migrating my blog

Hello Ladies and Gentlemen,

I am migrating my blog to livejournal. hehee so those that have not receive my email regarding my new site addy and wish to have it please email me at kaze_mitsui@hotmail.com or my email addy that u know for the addy. hehee...

No more Posting here!!! :P

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Waiting...

五月天(MayDay) have a song call 牙关, inside the song it mention that after waiting is more waiting... meaning after waiting for something, you have to wait for another.

Life is a full of "Waiting", we wait for our time to be born into the world. We wait again for doctors when we are sick. We wait for entrance to School, we wait to finish school. We wait to get a job, we wait to find our missing half, we wait to have children, we wait and wait and wait.....

We have to learn to be patient enough to able to wait, recently I have learnt that I am not as patient as I think...

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

KungFu...



Real funny play they have there! wahahaha, enjoy

Saturday, August 19, 2006

tree

在画这棵树的时候,忽然发现人生其实就像一棵树的成长或就像我在画这棵树的时候一样。
一棵小树在渐渐成长的时候,枝头上的叶子一片一片地长出来,这就像每一个人在成长的时候经验如叶子般慢慢的累积。
每一棵树木成长后的形状都不一样,这因为叶子成长的方向是由很多不同的因素所造成的。
这就像没有一个人是一样的,因为先天的性格和后天的经验所塑造而成的。

面具下的你我

人的生命刚开始的时候非常简单。不开心的时候哭,开心的时候笑。简简单单,清清楚楚的表达自己的喜怒哀乐。
当我们牙牙学语时,只要一个字,一种表情大都就可以让大人们了解我们要什么,心情怎么样。
渐渐的我们开始明白有很多时候我们不可以把喜怒哀乐表现出来。有时候太开心都会被人误解,太悲哀也会被人当成弱点加以利用。
为了不同的原应因,人们都开始隐藏自己的感觉,常常带上面具让人猜不出他的想法与感觉。
直到后来有的人开始利用面具欺骗身边的人,有的在面具的后面藏着令人狰恶的邪恶面孔,有的他们藏着容易受伤的脸,也有一些藏着他们冒险家的容颜。渐渐的有一些人失去了自我而还完全没有发现,因为伪装已成为了他们身命的一部分。他们失去了真正表达自己的能力,因而失去了一些人与事。

仔细想想,多年以来我有时也戴上了面具。老板要我做一些我不想做的事时,我还是笑笑的做了。当我害怕时,有时我也戴上了勇敢的面具。和不怎么喜欢的人出门时我也戴上了无所谓的面具,哈哈只是不怎么跟他们说话。

我不知我有没有一个常常带着的面具,但是我知道我不是一个能维持面具的人。应为我不开心的时候,还是有很多人会懂。愤怒的时候我大声地表达了出来,然后让姐姐和姐夫狠狠的骂我冲动,易怒和笨。姐姐说有时在一些人的面前一定要用一个超级坚固的面具来好好保护自己,应为有一些人会利用我的反应来打击我。

会写这篇文章是应为我发现一个很会隐藏本性的人,好好先生的面具在时间的转动和我的反应下在我眼前渐渐的龟裂,里面隐藏的谎言,让我深深受挫。原来自己的无知还没有完全消失,没有及时发现他的虚伪。后来,当我认真的用心去看身边的人,我发现很多面具下隐藏了另一个自己。有的是为了保护自己,有的是为了欺骗别人的信任。

以我的性格,讨厌的人我无法给与一个好脸色,但是姐姐说为了保护自己我应该学习用平静的脸来面对他。应为目前还需要和他打交道。我讨厌,但是我明白。但是还是很讨厌啊!好了,为了一个不值得的人生气是个很笨的行为,希望下一次见到他的脸不会觉得太恶心。 哈哈哈哈哈。。。

Friday, July 28, 2006

CATS!!! 猫!

Hehee... feeling abit down so went to look for some funny cat clips. hehee and these are what I found which are really funny. I do think the 2nd clip is funnier thou. :P





束缚

这世界上最短的咒正是《名》。
所谓咒,简单的来说就是束缚。
要知道,名称正是束缚事物本质的一种东西。
如果这世界上有无法为其取名的东西,表示那东西其实什么都不是。也可以说根本不存在。

-阴阳师

里头还有更详细地解示和说明, 但我没有放在这里。

简单的来说,你我被自己的名字给束缚着。因为这个咒,我们得到因这个名字而生出的责任。

《恋情》,束缚着男女,男人因为这个咒的束缚而愿意为女人栽下天上的星星,女人因为这个咒的束缚而愿意痴心的等待男人的回来。

Sunday, March 26, 2006

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

Agency Bangkok Trip

Only one word to describe the four days and three nights.... RUSH...

haha... there are some mishaps but really enjoy the shopping... just hope to have more time and money to do that.

Things that I really unhappy abt the trip is my friend's BF as I shared room with her. Probably because he couldn't share room with her (due to parents is there too) so he keeps picking on me... or he is like tat.

Shirts that I've made there, sigh.. worst tailor I've seen... bad service and empty promises. Wasted alot of our time there. How I wish I get the full refund back.

Seems like from now on... it will be all agency trips... maybe if I managed to clear my target early I can runaway and have a backpacking trip alone... planning with friends seems abit impossible so last min planning lor.

See la, there is an agency trip to Sydney coming up in Sept. I will disappear to somewhere near for a Dive trip, since no one else dives I will go alone... haha probably just hire a dive master and do some boat dives. Liveaboard sound really nice...

Always wanted to go backpack alone... been postponing the idea for awhile... hopefully before my 30th Birthday.